The first half of this year was a roller coaster ride for me. I have experienced a lot of ups and downs more than what I have experienced in the past. I’ve smiled, I’ve cried, I’ve stand up, I’ve fallen, I’ve believed, I’ve questioned. But sometimes, everything just goes wrong. And I can’t do anything about it. Or I can. I just don’t know where to start. I used to complain on things that seem to not go on my way. Especially, when everything seems to be so black and I can’t see colors of happiness, just pure black. But for what I know, in fashion when you say something “is the new black“, it states that something has sophistication, authority and power because black evokes strong emotions. But obviously at the moment, it is the other way around. I know it will take time for me to find colors again. And when that happens, I will not let go of that again.