My computer breaks down. And it sucks that I can’t do anything about it. I want to fix it myself but I don’t have the tools to do so, I borrowed tools from my neighbors but none of it fits to open my system unit. I also tried asking my cousins who are capable to do it, apparently, they are not available today. And I can’t bring it to the computer repair shop to pay huge penny for something I can do myself. It’s hard. Really. I’ve had tantrums a lot since yesterday and have my mood dropped because of this. I feel like crying, is it a girl hormone kind of thing. I don’t know. Am I bored? YES! Why it has to happen that I have no other means to fix it. Or perhaps I have. I just have not figured it out yet because right now my emotions are overflowing with temper, boredom, sadness, eerieness. It makes me feel unproductive and useless. and it’s not right. I may look like over reacting with this matter for days! I want to do so many things today, type all my pending post and start designing my photos. Put my blog calendar on an excel file, since I’ve finished writing it down on paper. But I can’t because of that RAM. :|:|:| I also tried diverting myself to reading and watching videos, but everytime an idea pops up that I have to write down something. It makes me go back and think of my computer. In this time, I wonder if I have a brother or a guy friend to ask to come over for help. This might be fix by now. But I don’t have. My guy friends are all busy. I. DON’T KNOW what to do now really. :|:|:|
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